i dont know when i started like developing this need/want. i mean like why now. life has been great without it what. does it come with age? or is it because of the mounting pressures of school life, i can no longer manage my emotions well anymore.
thoughts start to drift away too easily, quick to anger, jump to conclusions, maybe even quicker to judge, alot more pessimistic about life, the list goes on.
it just feels like a huge change upon myself has taken place, and i dont know how to deal with it.
you want to run away but you are staring at the face of it everyday.
so what you want to do now kuek, force a smile like you usually try to and childishly wishing that problems will get solved on its own?
i need a counsellor lol :D
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Kuek Jing, 17
Ai Tong School 04'
Presbyterian High 08'
Anderson Junior College
30/08/92